Wednesday, January 14, 2009

Here we go again

My D&C pain and aftermath have returned. I have no idea why. I had a full week with no bleeding or cramps and now it is all back. It seems silly to chart temp or mucus at this point, as much as I want to move on and have my usual life back. I don't know many people who have miscarried let alone twins and 3 back-to-back, etc. I have no idea what to make of any of it. I just need to get my business back up and operational to help the family and I still feel wiped out and well, now this. I want to stay positive. After yesterday with the school crud and other odd life issues, I actually felt like God was going to lead us and carry us into a new phase of our life as a family. This just makes me feel stuck.
I am so thankful we have a Florida trip to look forward to. Right now, it looks like I am pain med and couch bound for today. Weh. I know, offer it up...

2 comments:

Barb said...

Have you been medically assessed for hypercoagulation disorders such as factor V Leiden? There are other hypercoagulation disorders too, but factor V Leiden is very common; about 5 in 100 people are carriers of at least one of the genes for this mutation. It's inherited. These types of disorders can increase risks of problems during pregnancy including pregnancy loss.

Dymphna said...

Your pregnancy hormones must still be high. I know now is not a good time but could you find another doctor?