It is just a bad day. I'm fighting it to not be a bad day but "it" is winning. My brother's wife moved out this week and I was doing okay but now I'm just hopping mad. I know it will pass, I am human and right now I just can't control how I feel other than pray that it passes. I imagine it is better than avoiding it and pretending it will go away(which, as I have learned is what some family members are doing to cope). I have tried to put myself in her place and I just can't do it. I don't understand what would drive a person to just walk away from 10 plus years. The children aren't doing well(but then it just happened, we have known for a long time what was coming). It is just beyond difficult to watch it happen and other than my prayers and offerings, feel so helpless. My family doesn't have "divorce", it was not something I was ever exposed to so this is all new. It stinks and the kids are the real victims. After going on all week in this drama, it will take a miracle to save the marriage, she has already moved on. Oh, and we have two weeks of birthday parties in the family coming up. This should be a fun time. Anyway, thanks for listening to the ramblings of someone new to this whole aspect of life. What a mess.
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