Happenings

I've been busy with work lately and haven't been on the computer much. It is good to be able to go to Mass again(since the surgery) and I'm finding life's hardships easier to deal with when I am better prepared spiritually. I am far from over the miscarriage and it's especially hard when the house is quiet and I'm alone. It is difficult to pray sometimes because I can't do so without crying. I'm trying to be patient with myself.

The TLM at the Cathedral in Covington is officially moving to St. Bernard's in Dayton, KY. After talking with some others, I know there are many who want a parish family and this may just be "it". For those of you local, the first TLM at St. Bernard's is on October 28th at 12:15. My kids are excited as they are having a potluck and Benediction after Mass. I have met so many wonderful people with so much in common. I find that something which looks hopeless and frustrating is often a blessing in disguise. I must remind myself of this when sufferings and crosses come my way. I am imperfect and human and can't always see that things will be "ok".

I have to take my son to an endocrinologist today and the paperwork is not finished(medical history, etc) It's gloomy here. I refuse to let that get me down. After all, it's not snowing yet...

Things happening

I have been trying to rest which is not going well. I was so behind with work and gearing up for my busiest season that I had to dig in and ship some orders that are very holiday and needed to go. My body is now paying the price. Tomorrow, my body is getting much needed CAFFEINE. This weekend, the body may just get a glass of wine too. On dealing with the thyroid issue, I ordered Virgin Coconut Oil which should arrive tomorrow and I have researched the benefits for hypothyroidism and fertility. Two tablespoons a day in cooking, backing, etc. and I hope to be a new woman. I have to remember the good from all of this is that I can achieve pregnancy. Also that I have two little souls in heaven who I love very much and will think of often.

I'm trying not to think of trying to get pregnant again, it's hard not to. I'm not in this huge hurry, as I know my body needs to heal. I just need some hope right now. Even when things look bleak or shaky in my life, if there is still hope I can have peace. I am also part of a barter program for my business and have been thinking of using our trade dollars for another trip next year. If I can pay for it all with barter, I know it will be possible. I just need to keep up with all the orders coming in. Our vacation this summer was so nice and it did wonders for our family.
I'm so tired. I will be checking my favorite blogs again soon. If I am on the computer now, I have to work. If I don't have to work, I am trying to rest. My parents and husband have been so helpful and supportive. I am the one who is overdoing it. Figures.

I talked to a friend today who heard that St. Bernard's is closer to having the extraordinary rite at the parish permanently and the Mass currently at the Cathedral may move there. I should call and find out the time frame. It is a bit of a drive but we want to be in a parish that we feel right in. I also heard Old St. Mary's is "petitioning" to have the TLM at 7:15 am. I don't know how that will pan out. I love that church, I will say that.

Home from hospital

Mr. Thorn came home yesterday and he's really feeling yuck. He's having to re-learn to swallow plus the pain of swallowing water or jello is bad too. He will be out of work for about another week or so and can't talk so we are communicating on a magnetic doodle board. Thank you to all who prayed. The pathology report came back and the bump they removed was a polyp and not cancer. We are so relieved.
I'm both craving(horribly) and nauseous. Quite a combo. I'm just glad I still feel very pregnant. I hope to get in some blog time again soon. I'm behind with orders and need to play catch up. Hope I'm not missing anything huge. I'm planning on at least watching EWTN for the TLM(since nothing at all will be happening here...I know, I need to let it go...lol).