And another thing...

I must still be in a mood this morning. I will get my Catholic joy back soon. Just taking a break for station identification. That and putting my frustration into words so that I can move on. I may take the kids to a daily Mass at the parish next week. I got a funny feeling things will be better....

My mood.

Quite a mood I am in if I am listening to Morrissey. And this isn't the tunes from later when he found happiness and mellowed out. This is the heavy stuff that almost didn't make sense from The Smith's days. I cannot imagine the angst I would feel without my faith. This is definitely spiritual warfare and I have a notion as to why it is happening. If I am suffering, I can at least put it to good use. Otherwise, it is a waste.
(Side note: If you are a Morrissey fan, VH1 has a collection called "The World Won't Listen, The Legacy of The Smith's" on the VSpot player. Just click on "VH1 Classic".)

Fertility and Clomid

The Clomid was started last night. I am glad I researched because it said to take before bed to minimize the "moodiness" effect. I woke up this morning totally in a fog and dizzy. Thankfully this is only a 5 day treatment. I have an aunt that had her first three, all on Clomid. My problem with fertility has only been since my miscarriage in 2005, never had a problem before. So I will report back how its going. Thankfully my husband will be home all weekend so I won't have to drive or be alone. It's an odd feeling and from my research, I know it could be much worse. Other known side effects are vomiting, nausea, hot flashes and mood swings. Right now I just feel really BLOND and really dizzy. I'm trying to make some new tote bags today. If they turn out nice, I will post photos.