It is CD49. What the stink is going on? Since I am on estradiol and progesterone, I have all these crazy preg. symptoms and my test yesterday was BFN. I didn't take my meds last night. I was mad and frustrated. I think I still am. Very sick to my stomach.
We sent away for a homestudy packet from a local agency and we need to fill it out so we can start. We are starting the ball rolling on fostering to adopt. Scared. Eh, I just need to get it done. Hoping to complete that this weekend. I don't like long to-do lists so I need to stop over-analyzing and just send it in. The thought of a child praying or asking for a family and we are being buttheads and not just "doing it" is bothering me.
So that's my story. Sorry if I am crabby. Myself is not used to this 49 day cycle thing. Femara's fault? Probably. I ate soba noodles and my lips are on fire. How's that for random?
Ugh...that's one long, frustrating cycle. I'm so sorry! But I'm thrilled to hear you've taken the first step towards opening your hearts to adoption!
ReplyDeleteThe thought of a child praying or asking for a family and we are being buttheads and not just "doing it" is bothering me.
I think this speaks volumes and may well be our Lord's way of opening the flood gates. Be prepared. :)